Say those little words in a whisper just one more time. I feel the presence of your soul with me again tonight. Your always here, nagging at the back of my mind. Reminding me off you disappearance. It's amazing to me that after so long you still haunt my days and nights. The best memories of you are darkened with the stain that you leave on them now. I see you in the faces of everyone I see. Your brother, not even biologically related, but yet, seeing him every day I find myself staring face to face with a ghost. Maybe its to help me get through the day. maybe it is a blessing you are sending me, and not a curse. Or maybe, just maybe, you have traveled here to torture me daily with the presence of your face leaving me disappointed because I know that no matter the resemblance it will never be you. It cant be you. Let me sleep tonight. One night with out dreams. without nightmares. Without your last minutes running through my mind. Let me live without flinching. at the sight of people with such fond resemblance. at the sight of needles. let me walk past our spots. let me pass by your house. without the gut wrenching pain coiling up my insides. ripping apart my soul. Let me breath. Instead of breaking me tonight, make me remember what we had. Make me remember the bliss that has been shadowed by the hurt and pain that has been too long shading it from the light. Good night my [[angel?]] Let me rest in peace for a night.