Tattered Archangel

The song he sings floats around me
his face is kept unseen
he falls away to a beautiful place
the archangel of my dreams
night after night he visits me
as I drift into my deep slumber
His voice is beautiful
His movements are full of grace
why must I not see his face?
He saves me from the demons
he saves me from myself
he holds me close to him
and darkness fades from around me
he rests beneath a tree
one shaded from the sun
he plays a flute and a lullabye
the notes float around me
and they stop my cries
his wings are tattered
but in the most beautiful way
how can something so worn down
be so handsome
he takes my hand
under the shadow of the tree
and his face
i still cant see
his whispers in my ear
let me know theres nothing to fear
cause he is the protector
he will protect me
his grip on me
makes my heart begin to flutter
not a physical grip
but the one on my heart
but when I touch his hands
he is so cold
I ask him why
and he says that his love
has turned him cold
not just on the inside
so I tell him to hold me
and even though i fear
that my plans will backfire
I try anyways
I want him to be close
and feel my warmth
so he will remember
what it was like to feel alive
and feel the warmth
the warmth that has left him
for so long now
and maybe one day
he will see
that im no angel
but when I sing
I sing a song for him
I would let him smother me
with his whispers, his songs and his tears
let him overwhelme me
with every little fear
I want to stay here
in his arms forever
listen to his whipers
that sound more like a lullabye
the one that makes me feel safe
with him im always safe
he is my barrier
he keeps away the evil
this tattered angel
is the only light around me
the only light for miles to see
and no matter how close he holds me
I never want to let go
because in my heart i fear
that if i let go
he will disappear
he will be gone
within a blink of an eye
and the darkness will suround me
and i wont beable to say goodbye
but he hears my fears
and promises to stay
because he never
wants to leave me
he never wants to put me in harms way
and there i stay for eternity
within the arms
or the tattered archangel